EXTREMELYYYYYYYYY OUT OF IT :/

i haven't blogged in over a month..maybe more :/ i have been extremely out of it. i've never been through such hardships. the past couple of months have been so long and dreadful, the last thing on my mind was blogging, but the first thing was definately hopelessness :/


im feeling better but i still think blogging might be a bit slow..


anywho, THE HOLIDAYS are here which gives me some hope for happiness.

somewhat in the holiday spirit. my grandma gave me those pins and the christmas watch :)

i really hope you all have a wonderful christmas and a happy new year. sincerely, i hope you can all find something that makes you happy and hopeful. feeling down and feeling like there is nothing to look forward to is not fun. everyone deserves to smile and be happy :D