i just found out today, actually a little while ago that i was accepted into my first choice school. RUTGERS- NEW BRUNSWICK! im so excited. im in tears. i hope that i can afford to dorm the first year. i'll have to see what happens. in the mean time, check this out :
i was also accepted into Montclair State University. The only thing ihave to do now is decide. hmmm ?!
Wednesday, February 16, 2011
Friday, February 4, 2011
NOBODY can know who you are if you don't show them who you are. NOONE can just guess what youre like. you show them what youre like. with that being said, being shy is the absolute worst thing you can do. im trying to change this about myself. i tell myself all the time, "i wish they knew i just wish they could see me right now!" thats when im all alone, being my ACTUAL SELF. dont be yourself around yourself, cuz you already know who you are. show others you. show them all of you. never hold back. what people know about you is what you show them. if you want someone to think of you as a certain way, then you absolutely have the power to do that.
im changing, and i know its for the better ! :)
Thursday, February 3, 2011
embrace your flaws. embrace the person that you are. we were given what we've got and sometimes you just can't change things. acceptance is the first step to self confidence. although i shouldnt be preaching of confidence, being the one with the least, i am learning to accept myself. im learning to see beauty in the things that society tells us is "ugly" not "beautiful." this is something i have just begun to do. i have just embarked on this new adventure and i'm hoping i succeed. life is nothing to be feared. it should be, first, accepted, then admired. do not fear anything for nohing is impossible. just learn. keep your mind updated and full of knowlede. the best kind of person you can be is an open-minded one :)
i love you all, youre beautiful :)
i've been on a hunt for myself. the real Whitney, whatever wherever whomever she may be. am i funny, smart, beautiful, ugly, quiet, loud, life of the party, nerd, social outcast, social butterfly, popular, loser, outspoken, shy, determined, lazy, failure...succes?! i so desperately want to know where i stand. but sadly that only comes with time. im not fond of waiting but i have no other choice.