i've been on a hunt for myself. the real Whitney, whatever wherever whomever she may be. am i funny, smart, beautiful, ugly, quiet, loud, life of the party, nerd, social outcast, social butterfly, popular, loser, outspoken, shy, determined, lazy, failure...succes?! i so desperately want to know where i stand. but sadly that only comes with time. im not fond of waiting but i have no other choice.