TUESDAY AT 5...

IM GETTING MY KOI FISH TATTOO. I ALREADY MADE THE APPOINTMENT. THIS IS THE MOST EXCITED I THINK IVE EVER BEEN. I BLOGGED ABOUT THIS TATTOO A LONG TIME AGO AND NOW IM ACTUALLY GETTING IT :) IM JUST SCARED OF THE PAIN, ALTHOUGH IT SHOULDNT HURT THAT MUCH. IM A TROOPER. I HAVE A SMALL TATTOO ON MY RIBCAGE AND IT DIDNT HURT TOO BAD. IM GETTING THE FISH ON MY SIDE/LOWER BACK/HIP AREA. I CANT WAITTTT!

grr at my hair !

i hate doing my hair when i go out to party. it only looks good for a short while until it falls completely flat. look at these pictures. what do i do ?!!

before i started dancing:

the end of the night:

complete disaster !

MARCH 30

my 18th birthday was march 30 :) im finally legal. that may seem like a great thing but it can be a tad bit overwhelming. well anyway, i went to my first club/lounge and here are the pics from that night.

these are my close friends. i love them <3

my future

i just found out today, actually a little while ago that i was accepted into my first choice school. RUTGERS- NEW BRUNSWICK! im so excited. im in tears. i hope that i can afford to dorm the first year. i'll have to see what happens. in the mean time, check this out :

                                          RUTGERS

i was also accepted into Montclair State University. The only thing ihave to do now is decide. hmmm ?!

MONTCLAIR

the iPhone :)

sooo, i have the iphone and it is absolutely amazing. im so happy with it :) all the features are amazing, it also isn't that costly. if youre considering getting it..please do ;)

its a new day

NOBODY can know who you are if you don't show them who you are. NOONE can just guess what youre like. you show them what youre like. with that being said, being shy is the absolute worst thing you can do. im trying to change this about myself. i tell myself all the time, "i wish they knew i just wish they could see me right now!" thats when im all alone, being my ACTUAL SELF. dont be yourself around yourself, cuz you already know who you are. show others you. show them all of you. never hold back. what people know about you is what you show them. if you want someone to think of you as a certain way, then you absolutely have the power to do that.

im changing, and i know its for the better ! :)

looking through old photos...

...i find this. very creative lol. its a little bird mask thing.